This week on the podcast, join me as we go behind the scenes with local artist Tabitha Martinez, sometimes known as BMartinez. Tabatha designed the poster for the September 2017 event. The theme that night was “Up the Blackfoot”.
welcome to the tell something podcast
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i’m mark moss i know what i’m doing but
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if somebody wanted to know how do you
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become an artist i’d be like
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you just work hard since around july of
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2020
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i have been interviewing tell us
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something storyteller alumni about their
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experience sharing a story on the
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telesumming stage
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why they chose to share a story and what
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they’ve been up to
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since having shared their story i have a
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lot more of those interviews to share
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with you
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this week though i’m going to introduce
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you to one of tell something’s poster
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artists
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for me it was important for my life and
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especially
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important for my work that i had a
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studio at home where i could shut the
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door
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where like at a certain time at the end
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of the day
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i’m not looking at that piece of work
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anymore because storytelling is an art
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i’ve always hired local artists
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to design a poster for each event the
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posters of tell us something
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are amazing in their own right and i
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thought that it would be
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fun to sit down with some of the artists
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to chat about their process
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and see what makes them tick what
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inspires them
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how they work and how they came to
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design the poster
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that they designed for telesomething so
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this week on the podcast join me
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as we go behind the scenes with local
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artist
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courtney blazon courtney designed the
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poster for the june 2019
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show the theme was what are the chances
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i kind of knew pretty quickly what i was
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gonna do for it
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and i usually settle on an idea pretty
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quickly
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and i don’t know if that’s just because
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i’m generally like
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this is the time i have allotted for
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this you better snap to it
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courtney blaizon is an artist and
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illustrator living and working in
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missoula montana
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she graduated from parsons school of
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design where she earned her bfa in
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illustration
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she’s shown her work in missoula at the
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brink gallery
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dana gallery allez gallery and the
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missoula art museum
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outside of montana she has shown work in
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seattle portland
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new york philadelphia san francisco and
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most recently at the center for the arts
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theater gallery in jackson wyoming
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hello good morning hi how are you
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um well how are you doing good thank you
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good thanks for agreeing to talk to me
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today
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courtney’s work has been featured in new
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american paintings the western edition
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studio visit magazine and juxtapose.com
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she is a past recipient of a montana
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arts council artists
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innovation award courtney is represented
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by radius gallery in missoula montana
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joyce of tile courtney blaizon’s pen and
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marker drawings reference
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fields of science history cultural
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studies myths and fairy tales
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her images take us someplace between the
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known world
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and a dreamscape a surreal marriage of
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naturalism and fantasy the results can
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be simultaneously whimsical
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and grotesque witty as well as
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disturbing
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the tension of these unions suggests our
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own struggle
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to achieve balance in a chaotic world i
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caught up with courtney blaizon last
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summer
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we chatted about the historical context
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much of her work references
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life as a professional artist and some
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of the large-scale works
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that she has done recently before
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finally talking about the poster that
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she made for tell us something
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in june of 2019 i’ve also been thinking
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about these interviews as a record
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of a specific time in our collective
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pandemic history
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they shared glimpses into the moments of
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life during quarantine
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how we were coping and how we are
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somehow continuing to go about
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our daily lives
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i just moved to a new place so that was
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really nice
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yeah lots of very i mean different than
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a normal summer
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like yeah for sure yeah um
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yeah like our maid fares aren’t
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happening
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this summer in the same way so that’s
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weird
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are you doing a online version of the
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maid fair
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i mean somewhat but we’re basically just
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posting everybody who would have been in
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the maid fairs
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page and sort of letting them offer
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discounts if they want
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but we’re not doing anything like
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virtual
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with video or yeah i
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i just i feel like that kind of bubble
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where that was like at the beginning of
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sort of quarantine
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like there was a lot of live events and
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i felt like they were really popular
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and like really necessary and i feel
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like now
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now that it’s summer especially and
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we’ve kind of gotten used to the
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the whole thing like i don’t know that
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we’d be able to capture an
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audience in the middle of summer inside
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you know like i feel like that was the
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way that we are all connecting
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at the beginning of this and i don’t
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know if now people feel like they can
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just be together outside
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distance that it’s just like
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oh yeah it’s interesting it just doesn’t
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seem like
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it didn’t it ended up not seeming worth
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our time
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and a lot of our major artists didn’t
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want to
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extend their time towards trying to do
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something special so
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summer in montana is pretty short
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take advantage of it yeah especially now
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because
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who knows what the winter is going to
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look like right yeah
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exactly yeah we just want to be outside
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and
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doing stuff as much as possible right
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yeah i know some of the art fairs around
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the state have still
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happened and that’s another thing we
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struggled with
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but we just felt pretty worried about
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like if if an outbreak had been traced
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to our event we would have felt
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really irresponsible right and and we
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wouldn’t
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uh we’re not even in a phase where we
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would have been able to allow that big
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of a crowd anyway
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with missoula county so yeah so we just
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decided to be
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preemptively just cancel it and then
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hope that we can recoup with
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some of the other events that we have
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i’m lucky that i don’t have all my eggs
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in that basket though
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so i’ve got other ways that i can still
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make money and stuff
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have you been talking to a lot of
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artists and writers and
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creatives i talk to
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only one other tell us something poster
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artist in the way that we’re talking
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you’ve heard this idea on the tell us
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something podcast before that
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replicating
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the in-person live performance vibe that
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a traditional tell us something brings
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is very difficult yeah i just feel like
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certain things like in our
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experience like in our in our creative
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experiences
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can translate to online and can be
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just as successful if not more in some
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ways
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and then other things we’re just i think
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we’re finding just can’t
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you can’t duplicate it right yeah
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yeah you just have to kind of roll with
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the
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because it’s an unstable profession to
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begin with like
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yeah it’s gonna be unstable in any
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way and i think like creative people who
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are self-employed
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already feel that instability or already
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kind of know
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how to chart those waters if they’ve
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been doing it long enough
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so it it becomes i mean at least for me
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became pretty easy to adapt
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to because i was pretty used to
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feeling some moments of floundering
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financially or or you know so yeah
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for me at least it was kind of like
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yeah no i wouldn’t say easy i if i said
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easy i
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don’t think that’s the word but it it
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was a an experience i was kind of
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equipped for because i i’ve had periods
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of good
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stuff happening in periods where i’m
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like i’m never going to get a job again
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you know kind of feeling you have
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just built your career around saying yes
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basically
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yeah and i don’t it’s interesting
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because over the past
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two years i’ve been in the process of
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saying no to more things and
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cutting more things out of my life as
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i’ve it’s become more clear to me what i
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really want and then also i’ve been
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getting enough work
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where i’m able to say no to things like
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it was really just last
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year or two years ago that i quit doing
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summer markets
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um i basically except for the summer
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maid fairs have given up vending
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all together and i only do the summer
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made the majors in missoula basically
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just
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because that’s how i started really
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getting known i feel like if people came
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to my booth
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at market and so i still want to keep my
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toes in that a bit
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i’ve given up doing private kid lessons
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because it just wasn’t something i
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wanted to do
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i feel like i’ve been in the process of
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shedding a lot of those things that i
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said yesterday
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at the beginning of my career in favor
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of things that
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really made me fulfilled and
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so it’s been interesting to have been
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saying no to things that then would have
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been pretty hard to do
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anyway um it was like um
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an interesting interesting timing to
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have been
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paring those things down um
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yeah but you’re right i absolutely and
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like i know a lot of
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artists who wouldn’t go that route of
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like just say yes but for me it just
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was the right way to go about things so
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i i had a really large
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pool and then it made
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when one part wasn’t working i could
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always rely on another part to
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pay my bills and so it’s always been
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like
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i’ve never felt too insecure because
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i’ve always had something that
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i could put my hand in and be able to go
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okay i can make money this way
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if commissions aren’t working right now
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or but it’s only you know 10 years on
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and i’ve
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finally been like i it’s time for me to
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i need to drop something or i’m never
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gonna sleep
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um you know so like i don’t
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i don’t want to spend the next 10 years
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making products
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for for me like that’s not fun or joyous
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or i’d rather take that energy and
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try to build more clients for my
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illustration work
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so yeah it’s been like i’ve been in a
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period of sort of
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reconfiguring and growth and
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it almost gave me sort of some time to
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just like slow down and be quiet
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and i was getting a lot of family
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commissions during
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this whole period and i i think because
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people are home
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and they’re thinking about their spaces
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more
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so that was really good for me or it
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gave me a focus
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yeah yeah and do you
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draw everything on an ipad or like a
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tablet or how do you how what’s your
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question
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not my family commissions like the
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portrait commissions i do for families
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are all
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pen and marker on paper and then all my
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illustration work
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that is for like but i do a lot for big
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sky brewing company and that’s all on
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the ipad because they often want
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corrections or
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they’ll the packaging is not just the
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can but it’s the bottle
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it’s the bottle it’s the can it’s the
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box that the
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cans would come in plus the box that the
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bottles would come in and
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there’s a lot of different iterations of
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one design
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so the ipad makes it super easy to
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do all those changes and then for my
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personal work i
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mostly do that on pieces of paper
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with real materials and this summer too
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i had a residency
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at the historical museum and that was
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six weeks so i had a studio on site
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and i was able to just dive into
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um historical research about missoula
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and that was re that was another like
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really
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awesome thing to have during this period
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i was going to just say when are we
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going to get to see that that sounds
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awesome
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yeah so i am working on
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it so i did this body of work that
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showed at the missoula art museum
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could be without a summer it was like
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very very
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huge drawings with lots of detail
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you want to talk about a rabbit hole
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head to courtneyblazon.com to see
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courtney’s exhaustive process
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for this project learn the history of
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volcano tambora
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see courtney’s early sketches for the
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work and read the notes that she took
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during her research and i’m doing i’m
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doing something similar with this body
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of work i’m
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going to recreate the period of time in
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missoula which was like
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1890 to 1905 roughly
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on west french street where that section
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of town was called the badlands
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and it was a really i mean it was a it
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was
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where all the brothels were we had a
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chinatown
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so i i’m going to create that i’m hoping
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it probably won’t be for a year
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when i do bodies of work like this i
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think i spend
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about half the time doing the research
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getting the sketches ready
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and then the second half of the time is
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actually doing the work
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so right now i’m still in research and
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development phase but i’ve been able to
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talk to
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so many amazing missoulians who have so
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much knowledge about
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this period of time until march 2021
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you can check out the historical mural
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courtney is talking about
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in the alley next to radius gallery
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called allez
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gallery for a video teaser of the mural
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and a link to the allez gallery website
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visit tellusomething.org
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well i mean it took you a long time to
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do that
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piece at the zack which is beautiful
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and it has like that all of that yeah
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that was about that was about 300 plus
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hours and it was just a lot of work and
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i was i was at the time in a studio that
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was
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that was a lot of work and i was working
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in a really really
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really small space
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so i could only work on four of those
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panels at a time
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this is a little different just because
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in the piece
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for the zax i could kind of just draw
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whatever i wanted
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i didn’t have to try to be true to
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history at all
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so this one will be a little bit more i
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want to honor
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sort of real historical things while
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still keeping my sort of
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surrealistic point of view and
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stuff like that but i love that i love
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that i have pieces that are just like
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sort of
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stream of consciousness and then pieces
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that are more researched and
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right now my my sort of workload and my
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life my work life feels really balanced
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between work that yeah
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like because some of my work i mean it’s
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work right like doing a family portrait
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is work
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because you don’t want to get anything
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wrong and it’s going to be something
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that will be in their home
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and hopefully be passed on to their
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children or
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so those that i take really seriously
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and they feel more like work
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but that mural felt like a lot of work
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but also like really playful
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yeah it seemed like you were having fun
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with it yeah absolutely
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and i just i didn’t really have to
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as long as it wasn’t inappropriate for
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children i really had
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so much freedom i think
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i’ve been really fortunate during this
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period of time to
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have a number of things that have kept
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me afloat
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i don’t suffer from lack of
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creativity i think i just like
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can kind of force myself to do things
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even if i’m not
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feeling it just because it’s like a
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muscle and i’ve already well developed
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go to work yeah it’s a job
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it’s a job like i i don’t feel like i
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have the
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the freedom to not do it just do it
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and that extends to my even my personal
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work even when i don’t want to show up
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and do something for myself like i still
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just
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go just do it you’ll feel better
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so that’s kind of that discipline i’ve
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built over the years has really
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served me and the other side of it is
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like
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my life changed like zero percent in
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terms of
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how i conducted my daily life when we
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were in quarantine my life remained
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exactly the same because i’ve already
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been working from home for a decade
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so nothing changed i was still home
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alone
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right you know like it’s more like just
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a half an hour that you’re actually on
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the zoom and then the rest
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that by seeing friends and stuff like
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that was really
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and i did some virtual you know drink
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dates with friends
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and that was really nice and even like
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how the zac
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did their mini auction online and like
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it was all on
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zoom and it was just you could see
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everybody
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in it that was so cool
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yeah that was a good example of how an
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online event can
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have success but it fell at the right
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time because people were
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so like people were just like what is
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going to happen
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and it felt like so it was so new
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the experience of being like oh we can’t
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we have to stay home and so seeing all
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the faces of the people
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you love in the community online and
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like then seeing people bidding on
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things
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because i think they almost made as much
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as they would of
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having the event which was like what a
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what a great
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it just makes you feel like mozilla is a
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great place
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in that way it is but it definitely is
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yeah it
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it definitely is i just also think that
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experience
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has kind of it it couldn’t be recreated
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again because i think now we’re so used
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to this
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i don’t know i maybe i’m wrong but it
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just seems like
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we’ve kind of gotten used to what it
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means to be staying within our circle
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and we’re all kind of changed because
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of it and both negatively and positively
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yeah you’re talking about zoom meetings
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and you’re only on the call for the time
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that you’re on the call and that’s it
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and you can go back to work
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yeah that’s been my experience too and
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it’s like i kind of don’t
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want to have coffee meetings again
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i know i’d like to just go like let’s
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just do zoom
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like this is great i don’t need to go
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out and spend that extra time
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you know like i it doesn’t it feel like
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this is gonna kind of change how people
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operate
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i think so i mean certainly certainly
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for me you know i had somebody say hey
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do you want to go have a socially
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distant coffee and i was like no i don’t
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actually
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yeah because because i’m working and
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if i leave the house that means that’s
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you know half an hour to get to wherever
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we’re going to meet
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the time that we’re meeting and then
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another half an hour to 45 minutes to
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get home oh wait i
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i actually i can go yeah i do need to
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get
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a loaf of bread or you know like no
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exactly
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yeah let’s have a half hour meeting and
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like that’s the end of it and now i’ll
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go back to work
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yeah i love that too it’s actually
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that’s become something that
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i feel like is going to be really
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beneficial
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for me just be like let’s just do this
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online
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and that’s going to be so much easier
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for everybody
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i think if you’re somebody who needs
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people you’re going to want to do that
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anyway but
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i kind of like being just in my zone
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when i’m in the middle of work i just
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want to stay there and that
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needing stuff just breaks it up too much
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yeah for sure you kind of come back
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feeling unfocused or you’re like
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you end up running a bunch of errands
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just because you’re already out
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yep so yeah going back to
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work and art yeah i bet you if i had
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asked you you know this year to do
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something you might say no because
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you’re
21:24
paring that down so thank you so much
21:27
for
21:28
making no not in that way actually i was
21:32
more just talking about like
21:34
vending oh yeah it was more just like
21:37
vending and then yeah but stuff like
21:39
that i still love doing any opportunity
21:41
i
21:41
have where i’m actually just drawing i
21:44
can’t say no to that
21:46
it’s like more just like i like to draw
21:48
and any excuse to draw
21:49
it was just like the things in which i
21:51
wasn’t actually just doing the thing i
21:53
want to do
21:54
i don’t want to do the peripheral stuff
21:56
i just want to do the art
21:58
i know what i’m doing but if somebody
22:01
wanted to know
22:02
how do you become an artist i’d be like
22:03
you just work hard
22:05
there’s no secret you’re just
22:08
you work hard you’re tenacious you
22:12
you want it more than the other person
22:14
who would want it i don’t know
22:17
um you’d be nice be nice to people but
22:20
also
22:20
be honest or not that honesty and nice
22:24
mister
22:25
but i mean be transparent if you want
22:28
comp
22:28
amount of money for your work say it
22:31
make a contract i mean there’s just so
22:32
many things that like and maybe those
22:34
are
22:34
valuable things to tell people now that
22:37
i’m thinking about
22:37
like these aren’t obvious for me i
22:40
always think
22:41
be an easy person to work with but don’t
22:43
be a pushover
22:44
and that feels like the best advice that
22:47
i was given was
22:48
be tough but always be fair and
22:52
keep record keep track of every
22:54
interaction you have
22:55
just in case somebody says you didn’t
22:58
tell me that right
23:00
or whatever right maybe it’s not obvious
23:03
it feels obvious to me
23:05
but because you’ve been doing it for 10
23:07
years
23:08
right right and isn’t it funny it’s like
23:11
you can do it as many years as you want
23:13
it still feels new like oh what if i
23:16
what if i can’t do it anymore
23:19
yeah for me it was important for my life
23:22
and especially important for my work
23:24
that i had a studio at home
23:26
where i could shut the door where like
23:29
at a certain time
23:30
at the end of the day i just said i’m
23:32
not looking at that piece of work
23:33
anymore
23:34
in my little place in the basement it
23:36
was there all the time
23:38
and it was making me crazy
23:42
the mental things just be like i’m
23:44
shutting the door on that
23:46
and i’m moving on to another part of my
23:48
day
23:49
and i yeah i mean i work more than
23:52
i should but i’ve been working really
23:55
hard also just on like
23:56
i gotta sleep more i need to find
23:59
some other hobbies not really but i mean
24:03
you know yeah i also need a little
24:06
balance in my life
24:08
it’s been nice also i’ve been finding a
24:10
lot of solace and
24:12
hiking this period
24:16
of times it’s been like yeah it’s just
24:20
remembering that that’s one of the great
24:22
reasons to live
24:23
in missoula is that you could every day
24:26
of the week you could go to a different
24:28
hiking spot
24:30
has been very very very beneficial for
24:34
my brain
24:35
yep after the unexpected and refreshing
24:38
business advice workshop
24:40
we started talking about the poster that
24:42
courtney produced
24:43
for tell something so i wanted to ask
24:45
you about
24:46
the poster that you made for us yeah
24:50
did you immediately know what you were
24:53
going to draw when i asked you to do it
24:55
and you knew what the theme was or
24:58
um i actually did some research
25:02
about like where’s my i thought i would
25:05
grab
25:05
my fingers i gotta grab it to look at it
25:09
because
25:10
so it was um because i think i like
25:13
i kind of knew pretty quickly what i was
25:15
gonna do for it
25:17
and i usually settle on an idea pretty
25:21
quickly
25:23
and i don’t know if that’s just because
25:24
i’m generally like
25:26
this is the time i have allotted for
25:28
this you better snap to it
25:31
how many events have you had in posters
25:35
at the beginning i was having
25:39
an artist design like a 24 by 36
25:42
screen print and we would just use that
25:45
same just
25:47
yeah and like with the idea being we
25:49
would sell some and nobody actually
25:51
wanted to buy anything that big
25:53
so i have you know lots of those if you
25:56
want one
25:58
um but we would just like
26:02
change the color scheme each for each
26:05
event to
26:06
differentiate it from each other
26:09
right and then
26:12
i decided you know that’s not okay
26:15
uh let’s make it really special and
26:17
let’s highlight different artists in
26:19
missoula
26:20
so then i don’t know when i made that
26:22
choice but
26:23
it was like maybe the fourth year that
26:26
we were going
26:28
right and four different artists every
26:30
year and that was
26:31
pretty awesome and and so before covet
26:34
hit
26:35
i got marlowe to frame i
26:39
had him printed on nice paper
26:42
and she framed every single poster that
26:45
we’ve ever had and we were going to have
26:46
an art show the art of tell us something
26:48
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26:50
because of our 10-year anniversary right
26:53
and so
26:54
i’m counting them now one two three four
26:58
five six i don’t know there’s like
27:02
50 something like that that’s amazing
27:06
yeah and so i paid her to frame the
27:09
posters and then coveted came and i was
27:11
like well we can’t have an art show now
27:13
and so i’ve got all these
27:15
sitting in my living room oh my gosh
27:19
yeah but she did it
27:24
uh it was going to be a quiet coffee
27:27
it’ll happen at some point i hope so you
27:30
know when we’re allowed to get back
27:32
together again
27:33
yeah so i i
27:37
i kind of like because i like i have a
27:39
hard time
27:40
hooking into being excited about a
27:43
project until i can
27:44
find some intellectual
27:48
excitement in it so i tend to just look
27:51
like if the word was
27:52
chance so i just started to look up like
27:55
chance
27:56
and then like what it was historically
28:00
and then like like the roman gods of
28:03
trance
28:03
and i think like i was kind of just
28:06
that’s the way i can get kind of excited
28:08
about it if i feel like it has a back
28:10
story
28:11
i always think it’s like an actor who
28:14
who needs a backstory for their
28:15
character even if
28:18
even if nobody knows it but it gives
28:19
them uh
28:21
a way to be really excited and invested
28:24
in what they’re doing
28:26
so i kind of knew as soon as i picked
28:29
that one and i think it was because the
28:31
word
28:31
because you gave me options i think of
28:34
two or three
28:36
yeah ones yeah and i think i picked
28:39
chance
28:39
right away because i knew it would have
28:41
like i could come up with something that
28:45
had a narrative behind it yeah
28:48
and that because because until or you
28:51
know mentally that’s just what i need to
28:53
like
28:54
get myself invested so i think like
28:58
the chance like i looked up like chance
29:01
meaning and then like kind of what it
29:04
would have meant in like
29:05
the roman period or the greek period and
29:09
then like luck of the draw and
29:12
and the dice are kind of obvious but i
29:14
use little sort of ancient
29:16
looking dice and
29:20
yeah okay so for tuna is that your name
29:25
yes for tuna yeah so i kind of knew
29:28
right away
29:29
what like that it would go that route
29:32
and then i would kind of try to figure
29:34
it out in that
29:37
but i didn’t want her to be like
29:39
blindfolded or anything
29:41
because she’s both greek it was like
29:43
yeah
29:44
i had an artist i was working with for a
29:47
show
29:48
in helena the theme was didn’t see that
29:51
coming
29:52
uh-huh and she and she without me asking
29:55
her to
29:56
she provided me three proof of concept
29:59
drawings and said you know which one do
30:01
you like yeah and one of them
30:03
featured a girl in a blindfold and i was
30:05
like
30:07
you know i get it i get it and also
30:10
like think about how people will feel
30:14
when they see that and she was like oh i
30:15
never even considered
30:17
yeah right
30:20
yeah yeah thanks for not putting a
30:22
blindfold on her
30:24
yeah so the thing on her head is
30:26
supposed to be her blindfolded
30:28
blindfold pulled up as if she’s seeing
30:32
yeah i mean and that’s just something
30:33
that i did like that you know because
30:35
then i was including what would have
30:36
been in the original representation but
30:39
it was in a different format because
30:41
like i don’t think it’s a good idea to
30:42
have
30:43
a blindfolded person because you don’t
30:45
no
30:46
yeah it just doesn’t make you’re right
30:49
it doesn’t make people
30:50
feel comfortable and if that’s your aim
30:53
but for a poster it’s not
30:55
did she have other concepts though that
30:57
made
30:58
oh yeah yeah she did a great she did an
31:00
awesome job and it was fun you know it
31:02
was fun to have somebody
31:05
ask me right right i know like
31:08
that’s not always the case right some of
31:11
us don’t
31:11
necessarily sketch out concepts and then
31:14
you just go for it
31:16
yeah and i do like it because when i do
31:20
um
31:21
like for the beer labels i have to have
31:23
concept drawings
31:25
yeah and when i’m doing something like
31:28
that i guess
31:29
yes you did give me the choice and i was
31:31
like oh well i’ll just i’ll just dive in
31:33
which is cool yeah yeah it’s
31:36
but it is it’s also nice to have that
31:38
option
31:40
i think sometimes and also like what if
31:41
she had chosen the blindfolded one you
31:43
would have been like
31:44
oh yeah i would have paid her and then
31:47
like
31:47
done something else you know like right
31:50
i would have been like well here’s your
31:52
money i can’t use this
31:54
but we had an agreement and you and you
31:56
and you met your side of the agreement
31:57
and i didn’t give you clear enough
31:59
instructions
32:00
my fault you know has it been
32:02
interesting working with artists
32:04
do you find that they’re all kind of
32:06
similar
32:07
in a way and how they approach work
32:10
or they taught me a lot about about
32:13
communicating right
32:14
right the the guidelines that i gave you
32:18
once you said you wanted to do it exist
32:20
because
32:22
some artists didn’t hit any of those
32:24
points and that was like
32:26
well they didn’t because i told them to
32:28
do whatever they wanted and they did
32:31
and then they gave me a piece of work
32:33
that i couldn’t use
32:34
and it’s because right so that’s why i’m
32:37
like okay it has to have
32:39
some sort of living thing in it you know
32:42
and it has to be
32:43
easy to read and you know all that stuff
32:45
yeah
32:46
and some you know some artists gave me
32:48
like a really beautiful piece of art but
32:49
it doesn’t have
32:51
the information that is necessary to
32:53
promote an event on it you know yeah
32:56
yeah and i think so like really good
32:58
that you provide
33:00
provide those now because i think
33:02
artists even if they think they don’t
33:04
want them they for this case they need
33:07
to have
33:08
some guidelines for sure
33:12
yeah and i i mean yeah i made
33:15
assumptions right
33:16
oh i’m hiring courtney blaizon she knows
33:19
how to do this stuff
33:21
and then courtney blazon gives me a
33:22
piece of work that it’s like beautiful
33:24
but the lettering is such that i can’t
33:27
read it you know like i’m
33:29
using you just so that i’m not pointing
33:31
out you know anybody else but
33:33
and i’m not saying that you did that you
33:35
definitely didn’t you gave me
33:38
a beautiful poster that it was easy to
33:40
read and we sold out the wilma
33:42
you know oh good i thought it looked so
33:45
good when i saw it like around the
33:48
around the town you know when it’s
33:50
because you just suck some up
33:52
right oh yeah they were everywhere yeah
33:55
yeah it was just exciting to see it i
33:57
was like that was
33:58
good yeah it does it looks great
34:02
and it was fun too like even from the
34:04
street you could tell what it was
34:06
if you were just riding your bike down
34:08
the road you might not be able to read
34:10
it because you were going fast but
34:13
yeah it was it was a great position yeah
34:16
it’s funny i i’m always telling stories
34:19
to people and they’re always like
34:20
particularly i have like a pretty
34:22
interesting life with my dad
34:24
and people are always saying you should
34:26
try to do something for tell us
34:28
something
34:29
and i feel like that would make me want
34:30
to vomit just the thought of
34:32
standing up in front of a crowd i mean i
34:36
know i could do it probably and
34:39
because i’m kind of also a cam
34:43
you know like i i like to chat
34:46
but i’m sure i could but do people want
34:49
to vomit
34:50
it’s kind of scary so
34:54
telling a story is scary and
34:58
also really fun and if you can take that
35:01
nervous
35:02
energy and turn it into you know it’s
35:03
energy so you can manipulate it to your
35:05
will
35:06
yeah and so take that nervous energy and
35:09
turn it into an
35:10
enthusiasm or excitement or whatever
35:13
you need to get through the story but by
35:16
the time you hit that stage
35:18
you’ve practiced your story enough and
35:19
you’ve gotten enough feedback from
35:22
not just other storytellers but me you
35:24
know i’m like that’s part of my job is
35:26
to
35:27
help you crash because you don’t go up
35:28
there and tell a story you like practice
35:31
and you
35:31
you people tell you what is working and
35:34
what isn’t working
35:35
and stuff like that yeah i mean in the
35:38
early days
35:39
it was just get up there and do it and
35:42
thankfully
35:43
people did great at that but as things
35:46
started progressing
35:47
i realized that i need to also step up
35:50
my game and
35:51
help them craft their story somebody
35:54
might tell me a story and it’s like
35:55
three minutes long and it’s like that’s
35:57
not your full story let’s think about
35:59
this and
36:00
and then by the time they get on the
36:02
stage it’s a beautiful piece of art you
36:03
know
36:04
wow yeah that’s amazing yeah that’s a
36:08
gift that you’re giving the community
36:10
to and hopefully like you feel
36:13
appreciated by
36:15
the you know the community i
36:18
feel really lucky really like that like
36:21
i i’m always cutting a deadline right to
36:23
the end
36:24
myself it gives you a
36:28
fire under your butt but it’s like it’s
36:31
just like a mental exercise of
36:33
i don’t care if anybody listens this is
36:36
what i do yeah yeah
36:39
i mean because i’m the same way like
36:41
i’ll force myself to finish a piece of
36:43
work that’s for me but i’m like
36:45
literally nobody but me cares
36:48
but it’s important for my mental
36:51
well-being to just stay
36:53
somewhere in that realm of
36:56
holding myself accountable i’m sure for
36:58
some people it’s other things like
37:01
exercise and sleep and what you’re
37:03
eating
37:04
for some of it’s related to like i just
37:06
need to do this to stay
37:09
accountable to myself and
37:12
like i like to dress up every day
37:13
whether i’m leaving home or not
37:15
and it’s just my way of saying like okay
37:17
you’re working now
37:19
and yeah yeah stuff like that
37:23
i don’t know i like i like the act of
37:25
changing out
37:26
of my sleeping clothes into something
37:28
that is
37:29
about being present and
37:33
focused and yeah
37:36
yeah well courtney thank you for talking
37:39
with me today i’m speaking of work
37:41
i like i do have to go to work okay well
37:44
have a good day mark and thanks for
37:47
chatting with me
37:48
thank you courtney you have an awesome
37:50
day as well and uh maybe i’ll see you
37:52
around in the neighborhood
37:53
sounds good bye all right bye