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In this podcast episode, you’ll hear stories about a man overcoming his obesity and depression through the magic of MMA fighting, a model who escapes the insidious modeling industry, a volunteer who helps restore an historic C-47 aircraft for the commemoration of the 75th Anniversary of D-Day and a mother making a difficult decision on the day of an important hunt.

Transcript : "Tipping Point" Part 2

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welcome to tell us something
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[Applause]
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dave bolter is a new england boy who
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moved to montana
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early in the spring of 1993.
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he graduated from the university of
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montana with a degree in forestry
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specializing in recreation management
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he has been making his living as a stone
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mason for approximately 20 years
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and is a veteran athlete and coach in
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mixed martial arts
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please welcome dave boulter
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good evening
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[Applause]
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so my story begins back in new england
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i was a young boy about two years old
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one of my first memories of life
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up to that point was going down the
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mountain in between my dad’s legs skiing
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and he remember him asking me dave are
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you having fun
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would you like to go faster and i
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remember looking up yeah
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you know and that that was it skiing was
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my life
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sports so i kept on doing all that
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experimented with a variety of other
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sports soccer
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lacrosse cycling all that
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tried every one of them out for
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approximately six months before
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i either loved them or i hated them
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that’s when i first found out that
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gnomes can’t play basketball so
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i carried my little book of sports
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soccer lacrosse ski racing into high
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school
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the ice of the east coast left me with
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two knee surgeries before i graduated
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high school
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came out west colorado did a couple of
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years there
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before i moved up to montana um
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uh yeah that’s what i said too i was
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like what am i doing in colorado get me
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to montana
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so i transferred up here
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was a geology major switch to wreck
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management
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where i started working with the
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adaptive ski program at
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the long lost marshall mountain
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bums me out but i also that gave me a
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great opportunity i was like wow this is
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some really cool people to work with
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adaptive skiing helping people out i get
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to ski
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win so i started getting close to
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graduation time
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east coast was calling again i found out
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there’s a really good
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internship program back there and a
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mountain
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at a tashberg peak it was right down the
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road from where my grandparents live
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my parents are there all my friends i
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was like okay so
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drove back there three weeks into that
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internship i was free skiing
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with a paraplegic and an amputee
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when i had a freak accident destroyed my
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knee
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had five hours of emergency
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reconstructive surgery two days later
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two weeks after that those same two guys
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that i was skiing with
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had me skiing in a mono ski as if i was
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a paraplegic my
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my boss at the time was like i’m not
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paying attention to this and she
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avoided eye contact with me while i was
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had my knee in the brace and
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icing it in between runs you know with
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my little cryo pack and
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but i learned how to ski in a monastery
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whole new experience it’s
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fantastic so but i was
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really missing montana that injury
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caused a lot of setbacks with me i
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started getting depressed i wanted to
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move back to montana i couldn’t play
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sports
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you know skiing i could sort of do but i
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was very limited no
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sock or none of that so i don’t know i
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was
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missing montana started eating too much
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and drinking beers and soda and
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i don’t know i found out that i really
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like to eat crappy food
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but i started packing it on and i was
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bummed out but i made up my mind i have
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to get back to montana so i hustled back
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to montana
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2001 um like right after the world trade
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went down i said i really need to get
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out of the east coast and screw this
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place so
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i came back to montana um and
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right i was here for about a year and
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one of my good friends i was struggling
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looking for a sport and soccer
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nah but my buddy
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suggested that i get into brazilian jiu
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jitsu and i said what is that you know
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and we
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the ultimate fighting and ufc
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and pride fighting championships out of
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japan started coming in to
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i don’t know popularity at that time the
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early 2000s and
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we would all get together and watch you
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know these athletes wail on each other
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and that’s kind of how i looked at it i
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didn’t really see the
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art of it but i agreed i was like all
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right
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i’ll try it you know so i got my ghee
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and i went to
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sakura down the road here on higgins and
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i
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uh yeah i found out quickly how
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amazing that sport is you can really
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cause a huge amount of damage to
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somebody but
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as soon as they tap you’re not injured
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anymore
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like you you can keep going you know so
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i found that out but
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you know through rolling i injured
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myself whatever
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kept training uh a little bit
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off and on um still looking for a new
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sport
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i wasn’t really thinking that that was
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my path so other friends suggested
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kayaking i’m like all right i’ll try
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kayaking yeah bro you’re built for it
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dude and i’m like okay
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so i did the frenchtown pond got my roll
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did my roll in the blackfoot everything
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was great
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okay dave you’re totally ready for the
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gorge and i’m like
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uh okay and i jumped in the gorge with
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my friends and
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i forget which wave it was it blew me
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over but
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i remembered how to roll i got down
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i wanted to snap my hips i got my
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head up right at the last second and i
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got blown over by another wave i did it
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again and my shoulder popped out
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i was back underwater battling couldn’t
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roll anymore wet exit with a blown
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shoulder
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boat filled with water kicked ashore
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paddle everything
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all my friends were like oh you made it
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good you know i was like man
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kayaking you guys are crazy
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i don’t know how the hell all the
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respect kayakers
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that’s real i was like this i’m not
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getting back in that water so i threw
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that kayak over my shoulder and
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battled up the scree pile to the road
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and i started walking back to
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missoula so on the highway
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truck driver thankfully stopped and
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picked me up i was very thankful and
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made it home returned all that gear and
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sold everything else that i had bought
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thinking that i would love that sport
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and
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anyway the struggle for new sports
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continued and we kept watching all these
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ufc
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fights and everything and i’m like damn
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what am i going to do what am i going to
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do
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i started getting fat again addicted to
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soda i’m like oh
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christ this cannot keep going on
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so one day i said that’s it
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quit drinking soda i’m gonna pick up
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fighting
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and uh and i once i quit drinking soda i
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lost 15 pounds the first week
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started training started training
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feeling great
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i told my coach i’m like dude get me a
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fight
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he looked at me like i was crazy but he
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said all right let’s do it
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so six months later i stepped in
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to the ring out at rock creek lodge
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july 7 2007 it was about 103 degrees
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that was the second fight of the night
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nerves galore i had no idea
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what the hell to expect i’d never really
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been in a fight before in my life i was
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like
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training’s one thing but an actual fight
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holy you know there’s a thousand
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people screaming wanting to see blood
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and i’m like wow
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all right let’s do this you know and my
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first fight ends my buddy comes out he’s
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all busted up but he won he was like oh
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dude that was awesome you know and i’m
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like
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holy all right let’s go walking out
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to the ring
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it’s so hot 103 degrees i’m like what
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the hell
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christ scared climb into the ring
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walking around the mat is black 130
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degrees i’m like
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wow i nervous but burn my feet if i sit
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still you know so i
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fight finally the bell rings boom we
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start to touch gloves
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and this kid from butte lit me up he
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basically
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he basically gassed out beating me up
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i’m not gonna lie but none of the
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injuries none of his hits really
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got me worse than my knee explosions or
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all the other things that have
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happened in my life and i’m like well
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hell the refs there to stop it if it
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gets too crazy so let’s keep going
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and uh you know the the made it through
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the first round
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second round i’m sitting there i don’t
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even hear a word my coach is saying to
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me in between rounds i’m just like holy
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when is this over you know and
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about he’s still giving me a beating i’m
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starting to throw a beating back to him
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you know i’m
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feeling pretty good and then finally i
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just i’m like i can’t take this anymore
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this kid he’s not going to
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get me down and i can’t knock him down i
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finally lost it
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grabbed him threw him down on the ground
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and i finished him off just like ralphie
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and
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the christmas story beating up that
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beating up that bully felt
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great you know ref stops the fight
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peels me off i get my hand raised i
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still don’t know what the hell happened
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adrenaline and everything
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overheated i get craw i get brought into
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the ambulance
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i’m sitting there with ice packed under
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my armpits my groin
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throwing up in the bar pale there and
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the
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emts are looking at me and blood leaking
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out everywhere
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my buddy comes in with a couple of beers
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and
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i drink one down and i’m like man i can
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do better than that
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and uh that was the start of my 13 year
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long
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mixed martial arts career
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thanks dave
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[Music]
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i feel like this is like a recurring
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thing that happens with me
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i keep losing my note card
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every event it happens so i’m going to
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use my phone
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ainsley mcguire is a writer and essiest
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essayist whose work appears in the
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current issue
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of barrel house journal and has
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previously been
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published in grist to houma literary
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review
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salon and the washington post among
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others
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she was recently appointed as the chair
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of the parks and rec committee in the
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town where she lives
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she has never seen the sitcom please
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welcome ainsley mcguire
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when i was 16 years old i lived in the
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sleepy suburbs of ottawa
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canada’s capital
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i was a straight a student i benchwarmed
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for the basketball team
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i’d never been on a date i happily wore
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the same baggy jeans and gray zip up
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hoodie to school
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every day and the only fashion magazines
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i ever flipped through
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were the 17s that came to my house every
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month addressed my older sister
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so it came as a huge surprise to
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everyone but mostly me
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that after a series of events i won’t go
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into now
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i was scouted discovered by one of
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manhattan’s top
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modeling agencies the weekend before my
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17th birthday i was flown to paris to
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walk in my first fashion show
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backstage before the show christian dior
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spring summer 95 that was held in the
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carousel de louvre
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i sat next to models that even i had
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heard of linda evangelista helena
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christensen
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tyra banks the champagne flowed
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the camera flashes popped the show
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itself was a blur
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but paris was so beautiful
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that’s what i told my friends and family
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when i got home
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and this is what i didn’t tell them that
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at the fitting
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the day before the show when it was my
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turn to get my outfit approved
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the designer an older italian man
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stepped towards me
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and without saying a word he ripped off
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my shirt
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next with his bare hands he tried to
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readjust my breasts
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into something that would better fit his
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creation as if i were merely a block of
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clay
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and when it was clear this wasn’t going
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to happen he just turned and walked away
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from me
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leaving me standing there half naked in
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a room full of strangers
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i rushed to find my own clothes that i
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had left folded in a neat pile in the
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corner somewhere
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and i was stopped multiple times by
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other models who said things like oh my
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god the designer noticed you and
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oh my god you are so lucky and as i
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fought to hold back the tears welling in
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my eyes
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i was confused because not only was the
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designer’s behavior
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acceptable it was enviable
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and i don’t know how i knew it but i did
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know
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in that moment that if i wanted to
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succeed in this business
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i’d need to learn how to keep my mouth
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shut and of course i wanted to succeed i
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was 16 years old
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and i just been invited into this elite
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industry i was wooed by its promise of
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travel and money and fame
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of escape one month after i graduated
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high school when i was 17 years old
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i moved to new york city unknowingly
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about to embark on a career
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that sells sex before i’d even had sex
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for the next three years i jumped from
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market to market milan paris london
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hamburg new york
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and at first i loved it i shot for
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countless magazines i wore high-fashion
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clothes on the runway
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there were vip parties complete with
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celebrity interactions there were free
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dinners free drinks
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and yet when i was 20 i couldn’t keep up
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with the pressures inherent in the
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industry anymore like
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the imposed thinness and the constant
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relocation
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before the internet living abroad was an
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extremely isolating experience
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which only compounded my feelings of
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depression
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and again i was confused because here i
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was surrounded by all these things
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you’re supposed to want
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to have here i was surrounded by people
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constantly telling me how
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lucky i was and yet i didn’t feel that
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way
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fortunately my parents insisted i go
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back to school which i did and i got a
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degree in psychology
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but the spring before i graduated i was
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scouted to model again
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and i figured that modeling could be a
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great way to make some money in the
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short term
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i mean i possessed the skill set and i
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figured that i was strong enough to
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handle anything
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the industry threw out me this time
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around i was sucked back in
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in the fall of 2012 i was 35 years old
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living in new york and my job still was
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model
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and though the nature of the bookings
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had changed over the course of my career
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from magazine covers and campaigns to
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what
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those in the industry referred to as the
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closet
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i spent days sitting in a windowless
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room sometimes as small as four by ten
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feet
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sometimes bigger sometimes alone and
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sometimes with other models
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and i’d wait until somebody brought me
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an outfit or
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100 to try on and model for the buyers
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from upscale department stores
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and boutiques in the adjacent showroom
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now there are many times over the course
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of my career when i probably should have
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considered quitting
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like that first fashion show for example
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or when i was 19
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and an agent invited me into his office
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and told me to not eat anything for the
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next two days
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and over the next two weeks to really
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watch what i ate but
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drink a lot of water or when i was 25
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and my agent suggested that i never tell
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anyone i had a university degree
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because it might make people feel bad
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about themselves
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or when i was 31 or when i was 31
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and a designer spit in my face on set at
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a photo shoot because
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he decided he didn’t like me
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and while all of those instances and
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others made me
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feel less than worthless more than
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worthless
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i never said anything because i had
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learned from the start that to speak up
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meant to be difficult
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and to be difficult meant to be
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overlooked for jobs jobs that sometimes
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came
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with a huge paycheck
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and that’s the thing about modeling the
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money isn’t always there
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but the promise of money is
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which is how i lasted in the business as
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long as i did
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that and as time passed i came to
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believe i wasn’t capable of doing
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anything else
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on a monday afternoon in november 2012
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as i stood out in the showroom
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modeling my next outfit one of the
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buyers looked me in the eye
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an older man and he said that shirt
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makes your belly look
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big that wasn’t a big deal i was
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so used to comments like that comments
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dissecting my appearance and telling me
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what was wrong with me to my face
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i was numb to comments like that what
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made this time so
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special was that he said it to me as i
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stood next to a model who had just
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announced in the closet that she was
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pregnant
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five months along she hadn’t told the
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client
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yet and i got this because she like the
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rest of us was hired for her exact
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measurements
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and to deviate even a centimeter meant
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to possibly lose her job
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so in cahoots with the dresser the woman
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whose job it was to
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help us get dressed uh the pregnant
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model ensured that all
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of the baggier clothes went to her
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leaving me with all the form-fitting
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ones
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when i got home at the end of the day my
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booker called ainsley
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are you on your period yes i said
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i lied oh good i assured the client that
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must be the case but they still ask that
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you don’t come back to work this week
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now it’s important to note here that at
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this time i was in my second year of
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grad school getting an mfa in creative
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writing
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but i’m ashamed to say that up until
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three years earlier i hadn’t even known
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that an mfa in creative writing was a
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thing
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i had been so sheltered by this industry
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i had remained so amenable to it
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but i had gravitated towards writing
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because i had amassed so many stories
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and i wanted to learn the best way to
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tell them but i still didn’t know what i
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was going to do once my career ended i
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mean it’s not like anyone in the
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industry cares to help you figure out
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what’s next you’re valuable to them
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until you just aren’t
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so it was as if i existed every day
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living on a conveyor belt
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a lineup of hungry women behind me
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thinner younger
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prettier versions of myself ready to
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knock me off
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at any moment and into the oblivion of
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old age
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when i hung up the phone with my booker
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i started to cry
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and i knew in that moment something
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needed to change
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a year and a half later my then
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boyfriend and i left new york city and
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moved to southeast idaho
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of all places and into the house
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and into the house that his
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great-great-grandparents built in 1914
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i’d never lived i’d never been to idaho
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before but i’ve lived in many places and
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i reasoned you can build a life anywhere
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which is exactly what we’ve done over
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the past five and a half years
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and it hasn’t always been easy i’ve
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worked so many odd jobs i was a
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community counselor for a while
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i was a substitute high school teacher
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for three days
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i did it wasn’t for me i
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i do copy editing for a home healthcare
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company i even worked in a retail
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clothing store for a while
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and with each of those jobs i was lucky
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to get paid in two weeks what i used to
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earn
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in a day sometimes even an hour as a
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model
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and yeah that was tough to take at first
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but now i can honestly say that even
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though i have far
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less i have never felt luckier
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[Applause]
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[Music]
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that boyfriend became my husband we look
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after each other our home and a dozen
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animals
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i have a garden i finally understand the
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value of a hard-earned dollar
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and i finally understand that my worth
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as a human comes from more than being a
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desirable object
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and it wasn’t until i left the industry
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that i understood the extent of the
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psychological damage that had been
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inflicted
22:08
this industry that had socialized me
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this industry that had treated me the
22:12
same at 36 as it had at 16
22:15
and i was the ideal candidate i’m
22:17
ashamed to say i was an eager
22:19
malleable teenager willing to do
22:21
whatever it took in order to succeed
22:23
which is exactly what the industry is
22:25
counting on
22:26
but i’m more ashamed that i didn’t speak
22:28
up when i saw these things
22:30
that made me feel uncomfortable
22:34
and the things that i knew were wrong
22:37
in january i’m about to start a new job
22:39
i was recently hired by the college of
22:41
eastern idaho to create and teach
22:43
their first creative writing class for
22:45
credit taught on campus
22:48
and i can’t wait
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[Applause]
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i can’t wait to help my students
22:55
discover and develop their voices
22:58
but more than that i can’t wait to watch
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as they discover
23:01
the transformative power that can come
23:03
from finally using them
23:05
thank you
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[Applause]
23:14
[Music]
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thank you ainsley
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and thank you to everyone who is
23:48
actively listening
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people who interrupt that’s not okay
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[Applause]
24:09
think of it like this if you’re
24:10
conflicted it’s not consensual
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john haynes was born and raised in
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plains montana
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[Music]
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he lived in kumato japan for 10 years
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john
24:32
currently works at ace hardware so he
24:34
can volunteer
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at the museum of mountain flying
24:39
please note for the sake of clarity
24:42
the miss montana in the following story
24:44
is stunningly beautiful
24:47
she’s a 75 year old airplane please
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welcome
24:51
john haynes
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i am the volunteer coordinator out at
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the museum of mountain flying
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[Applause]
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but it hasn’t always been that way on
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january 3rd
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of this year was my first day
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volunteering at the museum
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i opened up the door and i saw a 75 year
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old dc3
25:25
well a nearly 75 year old dc3
25:28
it first came off the assembly line with
25:30
the purpose of hauling people on cargo
25:33
during world war ii it didn’t see
25:35
service beyond the american borders
25:37
but it would have a great life ahead of
25:40
it
25:48
johnson flying service bought it as a
25:50
surf surplus plane
25:52
in 1946 and used it for smoke jumping
25:55
and and hauling cargo all over the
25:57
region in
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uh very rural areas
26:02
what i saw on that night was that we had
26:04
a goal of getting it
26:06
to fly by march which was interesting
26:09
because
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it had no engines on it
26:13
the the interior was taken apart
26:16
and waiting for modern amenities like
26:20
good insulation and avionics to be
26:22
installed
26:23
there is no operational avion
26:26
or controls for the the flight it was
26:29
basically a shell of the plane that it
26:31
was about to become
26:33
with that in mind my first job there was
26:36
to build
26:37
shelves for the red shed in the museum
26:40
and i thought well
26:41
that’s not too sexy
26:43
[Laughter]
26:46
but when i came back later a lot of the
26:48
tools and paperwork that were screwing
26:50
across the floor when i got there were
26:52
in the shed and organized and you soon
26:54
realized
26:55
that it doesn’t matter what job you are
26:57
doing
26:58
it is all important for the big picture
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my second job that i can remember doing
27:03
was getting onto one of those scissor
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lifts and going up
27:06
into the nose of the plane with it in
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mind
27:10
to take some of the hoses out that were
27:12
connected to the
27:13
the back of the dashboard that measured
27:15
things like fuel and oil
27:17
and i was supposed to put the labels
27:19
that were written on the hoses
27:21
onto the ports that they’re connected to
27:24
which became
27:25
interesting fast because i saw two or
27:28
three labels that said the exact same
27:30
thing
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left engine fuel possibly oil
27:39
well february and march came
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and went and we had a lot of progress
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but
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the plane hadn’t flown in about
27:51
sometime in april our lead mechanics
27:53
parents showed up from arizona and they
27:55
drove up in their rv
27:56
and were they intended on staying for
27:58
about two weeks
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bill is one of those people that’s a
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good example of the type of volunteers
28:04
we had out there he’s 70
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plus years old and a dynamo he could be
28:09
everywhere at once
28:10
and working on just about anything on
28:12
the plane and feel very comfortable with
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it
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and he would tell you a good story the
28:17
whole time
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his wife age and some health issues had
28:23
caught up with her
28:24
so what would happen in the afternoon is
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she would need a break
28:28
and go back to their rv and stay there a
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while
28:32
and when she wanted to come back she’d
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honk the horn
28:36
and and bill would scurry off and wash
28:39
all the oil products off his hands
28:41
and bring her back out to to help us out
28:45
after a few rounds of the honk honk one
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of our volunteers said
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that’s love a few days
28:52
after that it happened we’d hear hong
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kong and a chorus of
28:56
that’s love
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april again a lot of progress
29:04
but it was not or miss montana was not
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airborne yet
29:09
but we’re getting more and more
29:10
confident as time went on
29:12
in the first week of may now keep in
29:15
mind we’re having our send-off gala for
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a plane that hadn’t flown on the weekend
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of mother’s day
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on the saturday before mother’s day in
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the first week of may
29:25
we realized if we’re going to practice
29:28
our jump for the normandy
29:30
ceremony we needed a drop zone
29:34
in and i saw that as an opportunity
29:37
to pitch plains montana my hometown
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it’s about an hour and a half drive but
29:44
a 20-minute flight so it was perfect
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um now al charters who was our jump
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master and i
29:50
drove up to planes and al got about a 10
29:53
minutes
29:54
noticed for this plan so he showed up to
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the hangar and he said
29:57
al we’re going up to planes to find a
29:59
drop zone
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mind you al isn’t very tall in stature
30:05
but he can fill up a room with his
30:08
self-confidence
30:09
and sense of purpose and i was a little
30:12
intimidated by it
30:13
um but i i was willing to take the risk
30:17
i’m back so
30:21
we drove up to planes and we talked to
30:23
the person who manages
30:24
the airport up there and we went out to
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visit the airport
30:29
and and al looks around
30:32
and he says
30:36
it would work on a perfect day
30:40
and i think we both knew that a perfect
30:43
day is tough to plan
30:44
for so we drove back and talked to the
30:47
manager at the airport who is in
30:49
in high gear for lobbying for this
30:51
because he he wanted
30:52
an event like this to happen in little
30:54
old plains montana
30:56
and we said well maybe and i had the
31:00
idea of calling the people who owned the
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holland ranch
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just west of town the
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so i called up daisy holland and i said
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daisy
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have you heard about the miss montana
31:12
project
31:13
and she said well yes i have i said
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you know we need a drop zone for our
31:20
practice jump and we’d like to use your
31:22
field just west of town
31:23
i said well sure so basically
31:27
we had two 30-second conversations to
31:29
get yes so the support was there
31:31
and it was it was a really neat thing we
31:34
ended up meeting with daisy
31:36
and the manager of the airport and we
31:39
we got everything confirmed but we did
31:42
not know
31:43
what day this would end up happening so
31:45
we said we have to keep this a secret
31:48
for any of you who have ever been to a
31:50
small town the best way to promote
31:52
something
31:53
is to tell people to keep it a secret
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so that was the first week in may we had
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our send off gala
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without the plane flying on a saturday
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night and we
32:07
partied like it was gonna happen let me
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tell you it was it was a really fun
32:11
event
32:12
that next sunday was mother’s day and
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my mom is in the audience i’d like to
32:17
say thank you for allowing me to skip
32:19
mother’s day this year
32:21
because miss montana flew and i
32:25
got the techs at work and i took off
32:27
from work and i showed up to the airport
32:29
and for once i was happy that miss
32:31
montana hadn’t flown yet
32:33
we there was about 60 of us out there
32:36
and a lot of us were the long-term
32:39
volunteers there that that had put
32:43
some of us were working 40 hours a day
32:45
and volunteering 30 or 40 hours on top
32:47
of that and it was absolutely fun i
32:48
wouldn’t trade it for
32:50
anything and that evening
32:53
the plane took off and took its first
32:55
flight
32:56
in over 18 years and made it around the
32:59
valley of missoula
33:01
we were so excited it landed and for a
33:03
lot of us
33:04
there may not have been a dry eye and
33:07
you could blame it on the on the
33:09
springtime allergies
33:10
or maybe the cool breeze that was
33:13
blowing but i’d like to think
33:15
it was all that perseverance and
33:17
patience
33:18
and hard work and hong kong that’s love
33:28
that next day was a monday and they
33:31
still needed to get some flight time so
33:33
they took a practice flight up to
33:35
through my hometown the valley of plains
33:38
up to kalispell and back to missoula
33:39
without too much incident at least that
33:41
they’ll talk about
33:43
and that night i had driven up to planes
33:47
and we made it official we were going to
33:49
do our practice jump in planes and
33:52
i it was like christmas eve i was so
33:54
excited i could barely
33:56
sleep so i had contacted
33:59
a friend at the plain school system and
34:02
they had let the entire school
34:04
out to watch this happen and they got
34:07
onto the football field
34:08
at 8 30 and guess what we weren’t going
34:12
to show up on time
34:18
the plane had was going to fly
34:21
east to west so it flew over the entire
34:23
town
34:25
right over the school and it was also
34:27
conveniently located the flight path
34:29
right between the hospital and the
34:32
cemetery
34:33
thankfully we didn’t need to use either
34:35
one of those
34:39
the the plane was coming and and we were
34:43
able to track it on flight tracker but
34:44
the folks at the school didn’t know and
34:46
some of the kids and teachers were
34:47
getting a little impatient so they
34:48
started to walk back into the school
34:50
especially the younger ones and a friend
34:52
of mine texted me well where’s the plane
34:55
and i said i gave it a few seconds
34:56
because i knew it was probably
34:58
between quinn’s hot springs and paradise
35:00
and i said
35:01
listen and as that plane
35:05
came into the valley you can hear those
35:07
two 1200 horsepower pratt and whitney’s
35:10
and it’s a two-for-one deal
35:12
you feel it in both your heart and your
35:14
soul
35:16
and it came over town and did a loop and
35:19
came back out
35:20
and the first for the jump and the first
35:23
people
35:24
to come out of the plane were kim
35:25
maynard and amanda
35:27
holt kim happens to be one of the first
35:30
female smoke jumpers
35:31
ever and it was
35:36
damn straight
35:40
so she came out and landed and
35:43
everything went off beautifully and we
35:44
made a few more passes because
35:46
there was several jumpers involved and
35:50
by the end of it we all gathered
35:53
together and that people were actually
35:55
spread out and it took a while to get us
35:57
together
35:57
and a recently retired smoke jumper who
36:00
lived in plains
36:01
had brought vintage 1990 smoke jumper
36:04
beer for this special occasion
36:08
they say beer goes bad but boy it tasted
36:10
good at 11 o’clock in the morning
36:14
we’re the beer bottles were clanking and
36:16
we were
36:17
absolutely ecstatic that all systems
36:19
were a go for mechanically and with the
36:21
jumpers
36:22
and we came to realize right there
36:25
that we went from knowing that we could
36:28
do this
36:29
to actually proving it and miss montana
36:35
flew about 10 days later and left for
36:39
normandy
36:40
and believe it or not it left missoula
36:43
with
36:44
less than six or seven flight hours
36:47
and it made it to the east coast without
36:49
an incident and it took
36:50
the blue spruce route back to europe so
36:53
it went
36:54
connecticut maine up into canada and
36:57
newfoundland
36:58
and a few places in greenland that i
37:00
cannot pronounce
37:01
reykjavik iceland scotland and down to
37:04
england where they were staging for the
37:05
ceremonies for normandy
37:09
when it was all said and done and they
37:11
made it back to montana there was only
37:12
one minor mechanical issue that was
37:14
easily taken care of
37:16
if you ask me i didn’t do the work
37:21
um and it was absolutely amazing it was
37:23
only the start
37:24
throughout the summer we were involved
37:26
with quite a few events
37:28
and one of them was to help commemorate
37:31
the man gold’s tragedy that 12 smoke
37:33
jumpers and a firefighter passed away in
37:35
near helena
37:36
and it was very moving it happened to be
37:38
the 70th anniversary of that
37:40
and another one was toward the end
37:44
in september we were able to go to
37:46
florida and the bahamas
37:48
to do what the plane was built for and
37:49
help out the folks the folks that were
37:51
very
37:52
in had a tough time due to hurricane
37:55
dorian we were flying 20
37:57
000 meals a day and it was hot barbecue
37:59
stuff i’ve never been in a plane that
38:01
smelled so good
38:05
thank you so much and honestly the miss
38:07
montana project could not have happened
38:09
without the support of so many people it
38:11
was absolutely incredible
38:12
thank you
38:28
microphone must have fell down i don’t
38:30
know
38:34
thank you john
38:42
we have one more storyteller before i
38:45
introduce her
38:47
let me remind you about the next tell us
38:49
something event on march 25th
38:51
the theme is lost and found we are
38:54
taking story pitches for that right now
38:56
go to telesumming.org and click
38:58
tell a story to learn how to pitch your
39:00
story
39:01
all right let’s bring this home are you
39:02
ready
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[Music]
39:05
[Applause]
39:08
molly bradford is the ceo and co-founder
39:11
at
39:11
gather board the makers of missoula
39:14
events.net
39:18
molly takes community connection
39:20
seriously as an active member of the
39:22
missoula startup ecosystem
39:24
in addition to her children’s scholastic
39:27
and community
39:28
endeavors molly is an avid
39:31
yet amateur gardener cook skier
39:34
and hunter who likes to put up mass
39:37
quantities of food for the winter
39:40
she’s a good friend to have
39:43
she likes to race her husband and kids
39:45
down the slopes
39:47
and makes telecommuting from mexico a
39:49
priority
39:50
please welcome molly bradford
40:03
six years ago i shot a doe on opening
40:06
day
40:07
just a moment before that i was leaning
40:09
into the wet sandy bank
40:11
with detailed certainty that a large
40:14
herd was going to
40:15
exit the forest and come into the field
40:18
at about sunset
40:19
i knew that there were at least three or
40:21
four monster bucks
40:23
in the herd i looked up and the sun
40:27
was about 15 minutes from setting over
40:29
the bitterroot mountains
40:30
which meant there were only 45 minutes
40:33
of hunting hours left
40:35
and my pocket vibrated
40:38
it was a text from my husband spencer
40:41
william
40:41
has been crying off and on for a couple
40:44
hours and he won’t take a bottle
40:46
how’s the hunt going
40:51
the hunt was going great until then
41:02
although my breast pump lay a couple
41:04
hundred yards away in the truck and i
41:06
was engorged under my camo
41:09
i thought to myself am i gonna call off
41:12
this hunt for the second
41:13
time today you see much earlier that
41:16
morning i had woken up before my
41:18
alarm in a state of shock wondering why
41:21
there was an
41:21
amplified baby seal barking in the next
41:24
room
41:25
but it was not a seal it was my baby my
41:28
son
41:29
he was actually struggling to breathe
41:32
and coughing with what would be his
41:34
first of nearly 20
41:36
bouts of croup i rushed to william’s
41:39
crib
41:39
and picked him up and luckily i was able
41:41
to pretty quickly stabilize his
41:43
breathing
41:44
and then the dread set in today was my
41:47
day to go
41:48
hunting it’s opening day i needed a day
41:52
off
41:52
and this hunt was a gift a friend of
41:55
mine with a farm south of hamilton had
41:57
offered me
41:58
an opening day mother’s hunt it was like
42:01
a sure thing
42:02
going to the going to go hunting for for
42:05
venison at the grocery store almost
42:08
and i thought to myself do i go on the
42:11
hunt do i cancel
42:13
is it fair to deprive myself of a day
42:16
off is it fair to leave my sick child
42:18
with my husband and daughter
42:19
do i cancel on taylor taylor and
42:22
meredith had taught me to hunt
42:24
a few years before that i primarily
42:27
hunted with other women and mothers
42:29
we had a long-standing relationship with
42:31
our produce
42:33
growing fruits and vegetables trading
42:35
them putting them up for the winter
42:36
it was a large group of women who wanted
42:39
a similar relationship with their meat
42:41
that they had with their produce so
42:44
spencer and i decided if william was
42:46
doing better
42:47
during the day and the hunt could be
42:49
postponed until the afternoon
42:51
that was a good alternative and so
42:54
here i was leaned in on the sandy bank
42:57
and i knew that the hunt was on
43:00
just a little while before i’d found my
43:02
position i had walked over
43:04
a well-trodden game trail with fresh
43:07
hoof prints in the sand
43:08
and droppings and tons of sign
43:12
of deer the hair was standing up on the
43:15
back of my neck
43:17
i was paying attention to the forest and
43:19
i knew i was in the right place
43:22
you see i take the decision to bring
43:25
life into the world
43:27
and the decision to take life from the
43:29
world pretty seriously
43:31
i had done a lot to prepare for this
43:33
hunt
43:34
sighted in my gun nearly perfectly at
43:36
100 yards
43:37
sourced local non-lead ammo i had on
43:41
camo
43:41
hunter orange a backpack a finely
43:44
sharpened
43:46
field dressing kit proper nutrition
43:49
and as i sat there thinking about all
43:52
this i realized that the forest was
43:54
quiet
43:55
the squirrels were no longer chattering
43:57
in the background giving up my position
43:59
in the forest
44:00
i could hear the wings of the raven
44:05
overhead before i even saw it reminding
44:08
me of the sound of breath
44:10
while giving birth
44:15
and then the deer appeared like they
44:18
sometimes do
44:19
a young spike buck ran out into the
44:22
field a scout
44:24
a couple fawns and does after that
44:28
a larger buck and larger does i knew
44:31
that this was not one of the trophies
44:33
but this hunt was not about antlers it
44:36
was about meat
44:37
so i sight i leaned into my gun and put
44:40
the scope
44:41
on one of the does just behind her front
44:44
leg where i knew the heart would be
44:47
and i calmed myself down so that it
44:49
wasn’t shaking before i took my shot
44:55
those deep breaths before the final push
44:58
that brings life into the world and the
45:01
pull
45:02
that takes it i shot that doe
45:05
on opening day and it was a great shot
45:08
on all accounts
45:09
i would find out later that i had shot
45:11
it through the heart
45:13
it jumped back a few yards and fell down
45:15
at the edge of the forest
45:16
the rest of the herd scattered i took my
45:19
time
45:20
calming down for a moment in that sandy
45:21
bank then i texted spencer and taylor
45:24
and the landowner to let them know what
45:25
was going on
45:27
and i approached the animal she had died
45:29
almost immediately
45:31
i slipped some grass into her mouth and
45:33
put my hand on her neck to thank her
45:34
for her sacrifice for my family and got
45:37
to work
45:38
laying out my plastic bag for the heart
45:40
to take home to eb
45:42
my field dressing kit no headlamp
45:46
it was supposed to be a morning hunt and
45:48
i’d forgotten my headlamp
45:50
and in my sleep deprived state no gloves
45:54
i had tons of baby wipes but no gloves
45:58
so i grabbed my knife with my bare hands
46:01
and started the incision down the
46:03
breastbone and through
46:04
the abdomen of the deer when i came to a
46:06
swollen
46:08
set of teats and i had to keep going
46:12
i sliced through and the milk spilled
46:14
into the incision
46:15
on my hands and my own milk spilled out
46:18
of my breasts and into my camo
46:21
taylor came up and she quickly talked me
46:24
down
46:25
off of what was about to be a bad
46:27
adrenaline trip
46:28
she starts she steadied the dough
46:32
and she studied me she told me i had to
46:35
get to work
46:35
it was getting dark quickly we had no
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light and we were getting cold
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i hastily and sloppily finished field
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dressing the dough
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i put the heart in a bag to bring home
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while taylor found a stick to spread the
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ribs apart
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to help it cool off more quickly i
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cleaned up my hands and packed my bag
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we drugged the animal tired in the dark
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with no light
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stumbling around in the field back to
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the truck convincing ourselves that
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another doe would nurse that fawn
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tonight
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and threw it in the back of the truck
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saying goodbye and thanks
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to the farmer on our way out i dropped
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taylor at her mom’s about halfway home
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where we ran into some other friends
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who’d been fishing that day
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we swapped stories of success there were
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high fives and cheers but i was pretty
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sad they all tried to convince me again
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that the fawn would be okay i got home
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to a relatively quiet house
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william was eager to nurse and we
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drifted off into fit full sleep
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the next morning eb bounded outside in
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her pajamas and jumped right up into the
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back of the truck with the dough
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she was so excited to check it out did
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you bring me the heart mama
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i did we cut the back strap out of the
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back of the dough to have later for
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dinner and went inside
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where she played with it in the sink
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squeezing water in and out of the
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different valves and putting her finger
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through the bullet hole
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that afternoon i took the dough and
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william to the butcher
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some years i have the bandwidth to do my
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own butchering but this was not one of
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those years
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the butcher was so excited to see me in
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fact he was about to do an interview
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with the local news station about the
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success of his female hunters on opening
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day
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as he told me his words not mine they
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hunt with more finesse
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and less ego he asked how my hunt had
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gone
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i told as i started to tell him his lead
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processor came out from the back
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hunched over with gnarled hands and
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blood on his apron and a hollow wrinkled
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face
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and i told them about the fawn and the
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dough and william and the milk and
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i started to tear up and the hunchback
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leaned over and he put his
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hand on my shoulder and he said it’s
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okay mama
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you’ve done nothing wrong you’ve
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harvested a fine
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animal for your family
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that fawn needed to wean so it could
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survive the winter
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and with that my suffering lifted
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i loaded the baby into the truck and
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headed home
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that evening as i sat in our
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hundred-year-old kitchen
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nursing william watching my husband cook
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fresh backstrap for dinner
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and my daughter eager to help prepare
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the heart for fritters
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i was soothed by the rhythm
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of the push and the pull thank you
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so
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you